Dreams

I know... it's been soooooooo long that you've stopped checking my page and given up on any updates...

I don't blame you...

Perhaps in some future date you'll stop by on the off chance that I posted something new and you'll find this and more...

Perhaps I've lost my audience...

Then again...

I write when moved to... and... well... as much as I love you... love is not motivation enough for me to put finger to keyboard and tax you with words I don't feel like writing...

But I've been moved...

A question asked of me that I feel compelled to respond to... to give the answer some measure of immortality through posting on the public world wide web.

This, my most public of private thought gathering, being my venue I present the following question...

What are your dreams?

So requested I immediately answered: "To be loved and fulfilled."

A glib answer with generic meanings...

To be loved...

I am sure that I have this one covered for the most part.

I am in a wonderful polyamorous relationship with the love of my life and our companions.

This brings me sooooooo much joy and happiness that I feel blessed and lucky to be alive.

The second part...

To be fulfilled...

That is still a work in progress... to be fulfilled is partially to be true to who you are, to engage in activities and a sort of life that you are proud to be living. I really don't think that being fulfilled means being successful, or achieving an end.

More I am under the impression that fulfillment is found in the journey...

For me, writing a poem is fulfilling, even if it never sells, the act of creating it is where the fulfillment is.

I am not sure if I have clearly demonstrated my thoughts and perhaps will edit or add to this blog in the future.

Thank you for your time

Kiera